and so to the person that left a bag of kinder products at my doorstep. thank you. it was really nice to open the door to a bag of surprise and i am eternally grateful beause i thought no one would want to do such a thing for me anymore. i know i have been paranoid, because this means you know where i stay and thats really scary. but i guess you mean no harm and i sincerely thank you for...
the infinite waitlist
i get it. things dont just go away or become better when you shelf them in a corner. everyday you revisit the same issues feeling differently but you dont get it, and theres no solution. its difficult because the rational self finds that taking the leap of faith mortifying. the irrational is no longer confident in itself. its the fleeting moment. the moment where everything youve wanted and...
California king bed
Chest to chest Nose to nose Palm to plam We were always just that close. I got up from my nap earlier feeling tragic.
happy birthday lovely
my secondary bball friend, roomie(from sg to shanghai), school bud and tutor all rolled into one turns 22 today. shes amazing. besides being crazily brillant at being a friend, shes also great with engineering(meaning yes, first class tyvm). and yes, without her going to war with me everyday, school would have been a bloodbath. we’ve been through so much together but ive always been the...
if im on your wait list, you’re on my shit list. nothing, just a thought. (:
when shit happens, it happens in stages
i am so predictable. and so when shit happens, 1. i get angry. very angry i would down five boxes of happy hippo and i’d still be angry. 2. blame the world. (classic move) 3. stop talking because i wouldnt want to blame anyone. 4. analysis of problem (the inner engineer comes to work) 5. and then i stay very still, very quiet then wait for it… 6. i run, and i disappear because i cant...
everyone relates to sadness more
i find it funny how i tend to write more when im feeling down. its like you have this ball of emotions you dont know where to release and it all comes here. yes its funny how when im happy this ball doesnt really translate into words properly. the only voacb i ever have is.. happy. - happy hippos aplenty.
unicorns and rainbows
its a great day. (: it began with hotcakes, butter and loads of maple syrup. ive always been a strong believer in starting my day right so pancakes ftw. skip, skip. dinner with the marketing gang. (: its adorable how we only meet up once in two years(despite everyone being in ntu) and yet we’re still so fun together. i like today. and i bought happy hippos to make me happier but it was a...