there are many times we meet a cross road in our lives. my cross road today seems absurdly familiar but i guess there was a reason why life happened the way it did. i am thankful for everything that happened. i have been working hard for the past few days with projects and crazy ass mugging sessions. its exam season again!
i think you feel like a pen pal. the ones that stay so far away that you never get to meet them but they know everything. i enjoy the distance, so please dont screw this up. come on cupid.
one to ten
i think im built to be alone. off to be happy with glee and loads of sleep! be happier tmr world!
what happened to us
the was a moment, just a moment on monday night where as i was leaving school at 11pm, and all of a sudden i missed the days where i used to leave school to a familiar, comforting hug. we take a lot of things in life for granted. simple things like going for lecture together. as of today, we might breathe the same air in the lecture hall but we sit poles apart. time to time, i’d steal a...
piece of me
and so i spent my night explaining myself. and the past week too. my mum says that i should let these people be because not everyone can be paris hilton. so yes, you people can judge away while i hang out w my chihuahuas and what nots. on a side note, i finally went to the right Ma Maison(Tonkatsu) in town. best pork ever! it was so tender and juicy that all it needed was just a little salt to go...
this is what i do to everything beautiful around me. Destroy it before it destorys me.
conversations with B
B is one of the most charming people i’ve came across. i remember most of the many conversations we’ve had. and so a couple of weeks ago B asked what were my pet peeves. i didnt tell him anything at that point of time. theres really nothing i hate more than being abandoned, being rejected and being left behind. i believe that the investment in every relationship has to be mutual. no...
“so, tomorrow, i’m leaving. and i’m not going to let that happen again with anyone else. i’m going to do what i want to do. i’m going to be who i really am. And im going to figure out what it is.” i shamelessly ripped that off the book i just completed digesting - The Perks of being a Wallflower. i really do like the book. i might just do a tapestry of my...
i really like getaways and im grossly thankful for the beautiful beautiful people that went along with me.
for these few days ive been a busy bee mon: jap food + cakes tue: stayed home w gramps wed: meet up w the girls + ice skating thurs: dinner + MIB fri: joo chiat + lao par sat + prata + ice cream sat: lava cakes + thai food i know, i include cakes in every other day and every other meal. the sugar intake is justifiable. and why wont my laptop detect my iphone!! i cant load any pictures if this...
and so sometime during the exam period, J and i spoke about the overachievers in us. i commented that the monsterous overachiever would one day kill me whereas he was really optimistic and felt that he’d be taken to greater heights thanks to this inate motivation to do well. it doesnt matter whos right. now that results are out, im just thankful for everyone that supported me. ive nvr done...
lifes too short
ive been given one week to sort my damn life out. before parting, tz told me that life’s too short to worry about where all the bitches are spreading their legs. whats important is to work on something that can make things better- to shift the gravity back to yourself. i stopped reading tc so that i could have a balanced mind(not an emo fucked one) but somehow, it hasnt been easy getting...
okay so i havent been writing. i know exams ended a century ago and i havent been writing. i havent been writing. heres me during summer. the photos wont load so i guess everyone could use some imagination. over the past few days… i went to a rooftop bar because the boys promised a light drinking session and so we had one. i knew the night was too good to be true when we headed to a thai...
and so to the person that left a bag of kinder products at my doorstep. thank you. it was really nice to open the door to a bag of surprise and i am eternally grateful beause i thought no one would want to do such a thing for me anymore. i know i have been paranoid, because this means you know where i stay and thats really scary. but i guess you mean no harm and i sincerely thank you for...
the infinite waitlist
i get it. things dont just go away or become better when you shelf them in a corner. everyday you revisit the same issues feeling differently but you dont get it, and theres no solution. its difficult because the rational self finds that taking the leap of faith mortifying. the irrational is no longer confident in itself. its the fleeting moment. the moment where everything youve wanted and...
California king bed
Chest to chest Nose to nose Palm to plam We were always just that close. I got up from my nap earlier feeling tragic.